Explore. Dream. Discover.

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines, sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” -Mark Twain

 photo:shelby nycole

Lately, I have been feeling like something is missing and that life is passing me by. I am torn between my desire to travel the world and my feelings of wanting to start a career and a life for myself. I am set on my decision to move to Washington D.C. but I cannot kick my feelings of regret for not traveling more. I know that once I settle into D.C. and get a job it will be hard to travel as much as I wish I could- stupid 2 weeks only of vacation time. Back in January of this year, I interviewed with the Peace Corps. When the process hit a snag, I sort of decided that maybe the PC wasn't the best choice for me anymore and that's when my D.C. plan began to take shape. However, last week I heard from the recruiter and he informed me that jobs would be opening up in May for placement in winter. And now I am once again reconsidering everything that I have planned. My good friend Danni is currently teaching English in Morocco. She is having what seems to be the time of her life; traveling, meeting new people, and experiencing amazing adventures. Seeing how happy she is makes me wonder if the Peace Corps is where I should be.


On the other hand, I have this stupid voice in the back of my head telling me to settle down in D.C., get a job, and become an adult. It is frustrating not knowing what the right decision is. I suppose time will tell. I must remind myself that moving to D.C. will be a great adventure. I will be able to explore a new part of the country, travel on weekends, and meet all kinds of new people to share my adventures with.

So now I must decide. Travel the world- starting with Morocco in June/July or settle into a life for myself :/

HOCKEY HOCKEY AND MORE HOCKEY

In all honesty, I have one main thing that is occupying my attention- and that is the NHL playoffs. I absolutely adore this time of year for one major reason.......

 

The Sharks are in the playoffs!  Playoff fever has officially taken hold of San Jose, California and after 3 rough years of playoff stints the city seems to believe that this really is the year! It is truly incredible how much of an impact sports make on a community. At the risk of sounding corny, I believe that a love of sports- an specifically of a local team- allows everyone to relate when they may have nothing else in common. The roar of the crowd, the mass waving of rally pom-poms, and the incredible way that the building seems to shake create an atmosphere that is hard to match. It leaves the city blanketed by the playoffs, and if you aren't engaged you are not a true resident

Last night was game one of the 1st round and the Sharks matched up against the LA Kings. I am incredibly lucky, and actually have a part time ob serving in the restaurant before hockey games. So last night we welcomed guests who were enthusiastic about the game and together prepared to scream our lungs out in support of the team. The restaurant closed when the puck dropped and I hurried off to meet my friends at a local bar. The game was a battle from start to finish, the bar was packed, and the beers were flowin. During the intermission I got to thinking and began to look around at all the faces in the bar. Literally, every type of person could be found huddled around the screens, high-fiving after every great play. 

The Sharks pulled in out in the end and won 3-2 in overtime. When Joe Pavelski scored the winning goal the bar erupted and everyone went crazy cheering for the team. I literally felt the ground shake and I immediately flashed back to when the Giants were in the World Series/Playoffs and how remarkable it was so see everyone united over a silly sports team. Say what you will about hockey and sports in general but I do not think there are many other things that could bring people together the way a playoff hockey game does. It is going to be a great series and the cup will be ours this year!

About me

"I believe in manicures. I believe in overdressing. I believe in primping at leisure and wearing lipstick. I believe in pink. I believe happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, and... I believe in miracles."- Audrey Hepburn 

Hello, and welcome to my blog! I have finally decided to delve in to the fascinating world of blogging. This is my first crack at this, and I am bound to make a few blog faux pax, so please be patient with me and giggle at my eccentricities. This blog will follow the every day ins and outs of a recent college graduate thirsty for life. I am currently a case assistant working in San Jose, California with plans to relocate to Washington D.C. in 2 months (flight leaves June 27th). After reflecting on recent conversation with a fabulous friend of mine, I have realized that I am not a fully developed being. I know this may sound strange but it really is the only way for me to describe my existence at this phase in my life. I have graduated from college, am working in my first big kid job (well, kinda), and have absolutely no solid idea of who I am. Shocking, right? I am not frightened by this discovery because what 23 year old really knows who they are, or who they will be for that matter- anyone who tells you they have it all figured out is lying! All I do know is that I am ready for whatever life wants to throw my way. It has taken me a while to get to this point, but I am finally on my way to happiness and self assurance.

To get started, here are a few things one must know about me:
-I have a passion for human rights and international politics; I believe that I will change the world and make a difference; I love to read and write; I have traveled the world- albeit not as much as I would like but I’m still young; I adore wine and trying new foods; I like to run, go to the beach, spend time with my family and friends, and be outside; I am sickeningly optimistic but can be refreshingly sarcastic as well; I laugh, A LOT; I can be a girly-girl but also enjoy sports, pizza, and beer; I enjoy fashion although I am not as trendsetting as I imagine I should be; and finally, I am a new soul.


Enjoy!